LA Girlfriend

 
 

How often can a heart recover when it breaks?

You succeeded perfectly through my biggest mistakes

I am used to your lies, but don’t lie about me

By now there's just a strange boy I see

Keep having fun without me, as you told

Keep flying past me and leave me with a cold

You can't hide your heart, but the distance breaks mine

How dare you act like that after such a long time?

And when you're done messing me up in Berlin

You fly to LA and sleep with your girlfriend?

Do you feel mighty when you make me cry?

When you build me up and then let me die

You feel like my brother, my best friend and lover

and act like another, I don't wanna know

I never thought I could ever say, that

I regret I met you, but I am close today

You constantly ignored all my desperate pleadings

which added pain to all my meanings

And when you're done messing me up in Berlin

You fly to LA and sleep with your girlfriend?

Just keep kidding me and leave me behind

Wherever I go I pretend I don’t mind

I opened the doors with my heart open wide

You keep climbing the ladder, I wont follow, whatever

 
Sonja Schmidt